I'm a Poet?

Yes, you've read correctly, your eyes are not playing tricks on you. I am actually a poet, as well as a roleplayer. Hell, I could even say that I might write songs that just lack the music at the moment.

If anyone wants to see my poems ... or just wants me to write something for them, then just ask, no seriously, ask. It may take me a while, but I do a decent job normally. That's what I've been told anyway.

Cool.
I love poems.


I wrote a dozen myself, but mine is for fun only

See Past the Makeup

Walk into the party for a good time
Guessing how long it will be
Before I have gain the interest
Of someone I’ve never met before
Wonder how many people will talk to me
And actually show me just who they really are

How many people walk around with plastic masks?
I can see many people walk around with disguises
To hide just who they really are
Somehow I can see the monsters within all the people
Maybe I will no longer stop waiting
For the people to reveal just who they really are

I think it’s about time that I did something about it
Because I can tell that it would be too long
Before I understand the reasons for everyone’s anger
And I really want to do is see who they really are
All I want to do is just see who you really are

I have to look past the emotion masks
That you people are wearing to hide your ugliness
And to do that you simply wear makeup
Because you’re too scared of people seeing your true self
But it’s already too late because you’ve already met me
And I can see past the makeup to see who you really are

People are always spending so much money
Just to be able to hide their true ugly features
Because they don’t want to be scared and lonely
Like so many people in the world are already
There are too many people obsessed with popularity
And these people would do anything just to fit in

So I want you to take off your little mask
Because I want to see just who you really are
I know that you may be a bitch on the outside
But perhaps on the inside you could just be as lonely
As everyone else is on the outside
Which I’m sure is something that people can understand

I have to look past the emotion masks
That you people are wearing to hide your ugliness
And to do that you simply wear makeup
Because you’re too scared of people seeing your true self
But it’s already too late because you’ve already met me
And I can see past the makeup to see who you really are
I just want to see who you really are
See who you really are

Good shit. I remember back in s1 I actually wrote poems as Rp's. Shit was tough. Lol.

coolness the stuff that makes you smile
you walk into a wall
and the ladies will still love you
even though you are see through
glass is what you are made of
coolness a lie hidden under sunglasses

coolness a power you can never access without losing self esteem
fear is a mask
nothing will last
when you create your own destiny
fake is what you shall be
nothing will save you

the cheerleaders you like
will fill you with smite
even though in spite
your are clueless
the miniskirt is just a seductive item

fear
loosen up
this will end soon
your own imagination
killing you
from the inside

moonlight
light from the moon
good time for making out
slim fear is inside you
the best is what you seek
i wrote this just to please you

Phantom ... are you issuing a challenge to me?

I am!

Infamous ... should I even bothering responding to that?

Live in a Dream

The happy ending just makes me want to cry
For it is a lie
You will not get much better
The road is long and very pale
Life will not become much better

You wish that you could live in a dream
Because nothing can ever go wrong
Unless you are in Wonderland
But that really doesn’t matter anymore
The world feels so selfish

Death is all that awaits us out there
It wants us to stray off the path of life
So it can pick us off one by one
Yet when someone is being taken by death
They only cry when it’s you that is dead

You wish that you could live in a dream
Because nothing can ever go wrong
Unless you are in Wonderland
But that really doesn’t matter anymore
The world feels so selfish

Why do you even have a dream?
When all you do is actually scream
Just as something goes wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong

You wish that you could live in a dream
Because nothing can ever go wrong
Unless you are in Wonderland
But that really doesn’t matter anymore
The world feels so selfish

The world feels wrong
Something is going wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong
And now you are gone
Trapped within your dream

james your on

life

a one hit wonder
life on the edge
can you even read the map
cutting through the bushes
waiting never to see ever
a house empty
life so many
enjoy it cause its your first and last

many people share views
whilst putting on racism shoes
travel onwards
to victory
as your life is my nightmare
my dream is your worst fear
life is a complicated thing

touching the sky as the warriors climb
to heaven and beyond
only time will tell
a bit of life has gone as well
feeling a bit high
death
beyond life

you never were worth much
thats how life is suffer never gift i a package
for this i give you a farewell
none shall speak and none shall be heard

I'm sitting here by myself on this chair,

But when I did wrong I was with my friends, how is this fair?

It all started over a little dare,

How was I supposed to know someone would actually care,

He was homeless, and lived on the street,

No one was around when I pulled out my heat,

Without even thinking I pulled the trigger and watched him fall to my feet!

Then I heard my friend say "he is dead"

You could even see the whole in his head,

My other friend said "Holy Shit,"

Then we heard sirens and we split!

I started to run but the cops where to fast,

But I kept on running even though I didn't think I would last,

I got to my house and didn't see the cops,

But when I walked through the door they where there and my jaw dropped,

They asked me to sit down and talk,

They asked me what I was doing out this late and I said "taking a walk"

They said they heard gunshots and the shooter fit my description,

They asked me to follow them into the kitchen,

I saw a little kid crying and he asked "now who is going to take me fishing?"

I walked up to him and said "why do you cry?"

He just looked up and didn't even reply,

After a moment he said "the same reason my dad had to die,"

The cops asked "Do you know him?" I said "No" and the boy yell " You lie!"

He said "you shot my dad and I just want to know why?"

I felt remorse and I mumbled "I apologize"

One of the cops heard me and said "Arrest that guy!"

I'm only 17 years old and I've been sentenced to death,

How could I let my life end up in this mess?

A guy walks up and asks me what I want for my final meal,

Then I tell him to give it to the poor,

I know it don't undo my sin but it will help settle the score!

He pulls out a needle and shoots it into my arm,

I start hearing noise in my head and it sounds like a alarm!
I start to feel tired and my eyes get heavy,

I don't want to die, I'm just not ready!

I close my eyes and all I see is black,

My life is gone and I can never get it back!

Missing You Always

Been watching the clock for the last hour
Hoping that the hand strikes the time you get home
Unlikely to believe that the feeling is getting stronger
Begging that the hand strike the time right now
Cause I’m getting lonely already
Even though it’s only been an hour

I’m holding onto my seat
Doing anything to pass the time now
Because I feel alone whenever you go out
How much longer will I need to wait for you?
For I am forever missing you always

Watching a film hoping that it would take up my time
For I’m feeling bored and so alone right now
How many days do I feel like a dog
Waiting for its owner to pick it up?
I will do whatever it takes just to pass the time
Please don’t make me wait too long

I’m holding onto my seat
Doing anything to pass the time now
Because I feel alone whenever you go out
How much longer will I need to wait for you?
For I am forever missing you always

I’m now playing a game for it’s been ages
Since you have been home and the movies finished already
But hopefully when you finally get here
You won’t believe that I am watching a porno
Just because the girl who is on the game
Sounds like she is having sex

I’m holding onto my seat
Doing anything to pass the time now
Because I feel alone whenever you go out
How much longer will I need to wait for you?
For I am forever missing you always

I am missing you always my love
Please get home safely baby for I fear for you
Whenever you are not in my sights for over an hour
But can you blame me when you’ve my first true lover
That has ever made me feel so good inside

Without you I feel like that I’m just a corpse rotting away
For I am forever missing you always
Return to me soon now baby for I am missing you now
I just want to see your beautiful smile

looking through glass

looking
but not see
why
it is glass
why can i see
does it hate me
am i blind
no

its features haunt me
nice
the colours of glass make me
enter a different world
can you keep me down

that is why glass is both see through and not
figure out the rest on your own
as i revive your existance
i create a new life for myself
a person set alight by a toothpick
hello i am the one

my heart killls the sun
as i make a gentle joy

Ugly Seed

The reception is as crap as usual
I’m not expecting to be happy with myself
But in the end I have no choice but to go along with it
For without this I will be trapped in a disaster
That never seems to ever want to end

Everyone seems to be finding a brand new reason to complain
But in the world as disgusting as ours that’s no surprise
For some of the people that live in it are nothing more than sheep
Some just laugh along to a joke that isn’t even funny
However those morons know nothing about how bad the world is
As they believe that the problem will never reach them

The journey call life is a path that is long, hard and filthy
We only seem to think of a reason to angry
But we can never think of a good reason because we’re angry all the time
See the riots that fill the streets with children stealing what they can
They think that it’s funny and something that they can do every night
Why are they allowed to even walk the streets?
When they have disgusting thoughts like that

Slowly becoming something that could be a brand new cancer
I’m hoping that I could have a reason to be able to fall in love
Even though I don’t even believe in the idea of love myself
But I’m still allowed to hope even though the world is being killed
Hope the world survives long enough for me to fall in love
I want to know just what it feels like to be loved in such a way

I wish that I can be someone that you could trust with your secrets
Maybe there’s a chance for me to find a brand new reason
When I start going through all of these answers written on the wall
How could there be someone out there with the patience to deal with me?
Why would someone want to be forced to deal with me?
Give me a candle stick and I’ll try to find a guiding light
There has to be a way to get through the chaos that is humanity

I don’t understand the idea of love and happiness
For they don’t seem to feel the same and clash regularly
There always seems to be problems that can’t be destroyed
So for now I’m hoping to find an answer
An answer to solve my problems with love and happiness
That I still don’t understand

How could someone be able to deal with me?
I’m nothing more than an ugly seed
How could someone be able to deal with me?
I’m nothing more than an ugly seed
Is there anyone who has the patience to deal with me?
I’m merely someone who is an ugly seed